pphhhheeeeewwwwwwww.....lega

Finally....Alhamdulillah..

my long commentary aka dissertation aka thesis is ready!!!!!!!!

ready to be submitted to my supervisor aka my head of department.

Harap-harap tak banyak kena edit hehe...

then concerntrate on my exam plak next year April and May!

mission not yet accomplish...

I am still in the middle of finishing the book! and yet the 2 months period is gonna hit me soooooon!!!

Hoping for a good call today so that i can do some readings peacefully....

I feel so relieved..

i feel so relieved....i have a six monthly assessment today...for our thesis progress...i am glad, bersyukur sangat eventhough it cannot be finish on time...at least its nearly 80 percent finish! then i am able to sit for a professional exam may next year! tak lama tu....if i can finish my book, thesis...then i can 100% concerntrate on readings and exam oriented study...Only Allah knows how hard for me to be at this level...betul-betul relieved as all my professors especially my head of department...tak condemn i lagi...kalau tak almost every six months rasa nak resign from the programme and give up everything! really heartbreaking! need to be more hardworking this 2 months...and hopefully before Raya i can finish my thesis write-up.

Ya Allah give me strength...and thanx to my hubby who really, really, really,really, really, really be by my side, always, my shoulder to cry on when i am down...and always be supportive in whatever decision i made...and to my proud Batrisyia, my handsome Amsyar and my angel Arissa..be patient ya! this mommy will get out from all this obstacles soon! and concentrate more on all of you...

mission to accomplish

I am suppose to finish this text book in 2 months? what? 2months?????????
How am i gonna do this???????????? 2 months is not long...and i only finished few chapters so far..mind you, mind me actually... it has 61 chapters altogether! i repeat 61 chapters.....

Just to remind myself of the chapters inside Dewhusrt's....

1. Clinical anatomy of the pelvis and reproductive tract
2. Maternal physiology
3. The placenta and fetal membranes
4. Normal fetal growth
5. Pre-conception counselling
6. Antenatal care
7. Normal labour
8. Fetal monitoring during labour
9. Analgesia and anaesthesia
10. Puerperium and lactation
11. Neonatal care for obstetricians
12. Spontaneous miscarriage
13. Recurrent miscarriage
14. Ectopic pregnancy
15. Trophoblast disease
16. Prenatal diagnosis and genetics
17. Fetal medicine in clinical practice
18. Obstetric emergencies
19. Disorders of fetal growth and assessment of fetal well-being
20. Multiple pregnancy
21. Preterm labour
22. Prolonged pregnancy
23. Induction and augmentation of labour
24. Malpresentation, malposition, cephalopelvic disproportion and obstetric procedures
25. Hypertensive disorders
26. Heart disease in pregnancy
27. Diabetes and endocrine disease in pregnancy
28. Renal disease
29. Haematological problems in pregnancy
30. Miscellaneous medical disorders
31. Obstetric statistics
32. Contraception
33. Termination of pregnancy
34. Normal and abnormal development of the genital tract
35. The menstrual cycle
36. The role of ultrasound in gynaecology
37. Gynaecological disorders of childhood and adolescence
38. Primary amenorrhoea
39. Polycystic ovary syndrome and secondary amenorrhoea
40. Menstrual problems: menorrhagia and primary dysmenorrhagia
41. Premenstrual syndrome
42. Pelvic infection
43. Chronic pelvic pain
44. Endometriosis
45. Infertility
46. Assisted reproduction
47. Menopause and the postmenopausal woman
48. Pelvic floor dysfunction I: uterovaginal prolapse
49. Urinary incontinence
50. Hysteroscopy and laparoscopy
51. Benign disease of the vulva
52. Malignant disease of the vulva and the vagina
53. Benign diseases of the vagina, cervix and ovary
54. Premalignant and malignant disease of the cervix
55. Epithelial ovarian cancer
56. Benign disease of the uterus
57. Cancer of the uterine corpus
58. Sexual dysfunction
59. Ethical dilemmas in obstetrics and gynaecology
60. The law and the obstetrician and gynaecologist
61. Domestic violence and sexual assault

Hopefully i can make it! If not i will be out from my Professors's class..she can sniffed whoever is not reading! scary betul!
What am i gonna do?...just read it! read it!